Ei saa ju tappa surnud siga. Elus siga tuleb tappa.

Võtan asjad kokku. Need on minu 50 küsimust alates kuueteistkümnendast.

How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy? Sest kõik ei ole sellised, nagu mina. Mõnikord teeb mind õnnelikuks šokolaad, samas ei söö mõni inimene üldse šokolaadi. Nii lihtne ongi.

2. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back? Tattood tahan. Tagasi hoiab mind mu arstitädi.

3. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? Jah. Mõned mälestused ja esemed, millel peaks minna laskma.

4. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why? Rootsi, sellepärast, et inimeste suhtumine on seal täiesti teine.

5. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster? Tavaliselt vajutan siiski vaid korra. Kui ma näen, et midagi ei juhtu, siis ka kaks.

6. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? Kindlasti oleks kergem olla elunautiv ullike. Jah, see mulle meeldiks.

7. Why are you, you? Ma olen mina ise suuremalt jaolt sellepärast, et mu kodu on mind vorminud.

8. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend? Neid hetki on kindlasti ette tulnud : D

9. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you? Sõber, kes kolib ära, ei kao. Sõber, kes kaob, tuleb harva tagasi.

10. What are you most grateful for? „Aitäh elu eest“?

11. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones? Kaotaks vanad. Loomulikult läheks kaotsi palju häid mälestusi, kuid samas ka valusaid. Uued mälestused saan ma ju ise teha. Olgugi et siis suureneb võimalus kaks korda ühte ämbrisse astuda.

12. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first? Kõik on võimalik. Kõik on võimatu.

13. Has your greatest fear ever come true? Minu suurimaks hirmuks on see, et mul tuleb lõualott! Päriselt ka. Seda ei ole veel juhtunud.

14. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now? Ei mäleta. Ma ei olegi väga millegi pärast ülipalju endast välja läinud.

15. What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special? Ma arvan, et mälestus sellest, kuidas ma väiksena männikäbidel jooksin. Nii hea oli olla.

16. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? Eemn..Midagi kohe ette ei löö..Viimasel ajal tunnen end pidevalt halvasti..Tõeliselt hästi tundsin end jõulupeol – laval olles.

17. If not now, then when? Homme. Homme on parem.

18. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? Mitte midagi. Ma ei ole veel selles punktis, kus võiks.

19. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever? Ei, aga ma teatan, kui see juhtub.

20. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars? „Armastuses ja sõjas on kõik lubatud.“ Armastus ->sõda. See on alati nii.

21. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil? Ei. Elu ei saa iial võtta täiesti must-valgelt.

22. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job? Ei. Ma teeksin hoiuse ja/või paneksin selle raha kasvama. Tulevik võib tuua midaiganes.

23. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing? Rohkem sellist tööd, mida ma naudin ja mille juures ma hingega olen.

24. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? Mõnikord. See on kummaline.

25. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in? Ma teen seda koguaeg. Mu elu koosnebki sellest.

26. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today? Neid, kellele ma pole veel öelnud, kui palju ma neid armastan. Ja siis ’homme’ teeksin suitsiidi ilmselt.

27. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous? Ei.

28. What is the difference between being alive and truly living? Üks on eksisteerimine ja teine on elamine.

29. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right? Siis, kui mitte midagi enam kaotada pole.

30. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake? Sest vead teevad haiget ja teatavasti hoidume me asjadest, mis ei tekita meis rahulolu.

31. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you? Ma ei mõtleks siis hetkegi enam :D

32. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing? Eile õhtul, voodis unetult lamades.

33. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love? Mida ma armastan? Selliseid asju ei olegi. On inimesed.

34. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that? Ei, ilmselt mitte. Ja just sellepärast ongi hea pidada blogi.

Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? Mõlemat. Seda nimetatakse kompromissiks.

Head vana aasta lõppu ja kassiaasta algust.